A Poem to the Chaos of the World

There are days
when I want to hug the
hurt and stop the
screaming of the
scared and whisper
over and over and
over again that
it is going to be okay
you will be okay and
things are just really
bad right now and
you will be wrecked and
fall apart and wish
some days that you
would never wake up
but it is going to be
okay and one day
you will not only be
stronger but wiser
as you take this
sorrow take this
grief take this
anger take this
pain and learn
from the feeling
of supreme
chaos the
creation you
make from it
that wows the
world and stops
them in their path
with its supreme
beauty and healing.

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