On a Happier Note...Maybe...

So there are very few skeletons left so I decided to make a list of things I am happy for. Some of them are food related or animal related but whatever...

  1. Florence Italy: Spending 3 months there gave me a gift of self esteem and to cement who I am and to challenge it with every fiber until I was certain. Also Sorbet and Bunny...oh and Art. SO MUCH ART O_O...
  2. My family: Sure they are weird and twisty but they are mine and they are AMAZING. Enough said.
  3. My pets: Sure one is hyper-thyroid and  the other one is going blind in one eye but they are mine so I am prejudice. They have been there for over half of my life and helped me through a lot of oogie times.
  4. My friends: Almost as important as family so just read my family and add allowing me to swear and be myself no matter what.
That is all for now but trust me this list is LONG.

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